心情札记 20032013

这一个月以来发生了许多不开心的事，
心情总是沉重但我却习惯在大家面前伪装。
每晚闭上眼睛就想到好多好多。
我终于明白，
凡事都要看轻些，
自己才会好过些。
握太紧的人事物往往更容易从自己手中溜走，
甚至被自己摧毁。
有时候做人应该自私一点，
对自己好一些，
因为完美人生终究要靠自己。

想不明白的事情，
不想了。
由它去吧，
凡事顺其自然，
你可以争取你想要的，
但是强求你得不到的只会让自己失去更多。

亲爱的，
或许是我不会爱吧，对不起，但是我依然爱你。

kianying.

心情札记 08032013

when i recall , i do have the problem.

i will change my behaviour.

i know its getting u tired..

sorry, and i will wait for you..

kianying.

心情札记 01032013

everything goes wrong recently.
my great grandmother passed away few days ago.
my little brother got into ward.
she is feeling unwell.
and i, getting sick from stomach pains and suffering from insomnia.
and i actually found out, i got prob in my faith too.

dont comfort me with words i already knew.
leave me alone.
seriously ...


"the best is prepared for u in the future"
i used to believe.


i dont understand.
why why and why these all could happen.
and i jz feel there are too many hypocrites in this world,
including myself..

actually,
who am i ...


kianying.